Have anyone thought of his or her own death?

I was telling Yao that everyone is dying with each passing day.. You live through a day, knowing that you are one day closer to death.. The only difference is whether you die now or later.. young or old..

If I should die early.. do me a favour.. Dedicate a page for me in your blog.. so that I can be remembered somewhere.. somehow in the cyber world...

Will I remain so positive? I guess a part of me can still joke about this because I believe that it's nothing serious like everyone said... But will it really be ok? Will I be able to take it? Sheesh.. I don't know